Tuesday, July 13, 2010
{ 10:24 PM }
It has been so long since I last posted an entry. Haha.
Finally, a day that I can leave office early - 6pm plus. :D
But nasty things happened before lunch hours.
Heard how the manager 'commenting' on the work of my team mates. He slammed the table and scolded them. Heard from my team mates, it may due to miscommunication that caused him to misunderstand and put the blame on them. Hai... No choice, he has the say.
Hearing the slam and subsequently seeing the teary face of one of my team mates, I was stunned. It leaves me with a doubtful mind whether my decision is correct. I have the chance to decide again this week. Should I?
It may make me look like a scaredy cat. But should I live under so much pressure for a few years and still have to cope with my part-time studies? I am just wondering if I can withstand the amount of stress that I now see on my team mates.
I can say that I am good at putting up with pain. But stress... Hmm... I have no idea. The greatest stress that I have gone under is exam and competitions. Haha. These are short-term kind of stress.
Auditor is a permanent career that I wish I can success in (at least till a Senior position). I really hope that my team mates will not leave the team. I will be alone 'fighting' Boss. :(
Should I or should I not?
why do life have to be filled with decisions?